DreaM Ko..wiSh kO.
This is the place where I can say all the things I need to say to you
This letter will be read by anyone who wants to see it, except you.
The funny thing is, we have been friends and I have shared the deepest of secrets with you
But I can’t bring myself to tell you that I am in love with you
I can’t bring myself to tell you that any person I meet cannot compete with you
I have sat in my room so many nights and cried myself to sleep
Longing for you, dreaming about you
Wondering what it must feel like to be your girlfriend
Wondering if she sees how truly wonderful you are.I revisit every hug, every touch, every look that has been exchanged between us
All of them have been like fire on my skin
You have awakened things in me that I thought were long lost
in my dreams you come to me………beautiful
Your full lips planting butterfly kisses all along my face
Your hands all over me and I am so grateful
To hear you profess your love for me brings me to tears
But that’s just the dream
In reality, you have a girlfriend and i am just your friend
And that has to be enough for me
Because I have to have you near, whatever the cost I love you, I love you so much it pains me
But I still hope, I still hope one day I can reveal my truest desire to you
And I still hope that one day you will reveal that you have loved me all along too
June 12th, 2005 at 7:50 pm
adik ka na huh?! e ano magagawa mahal mo eh..magtiis ka..hehe.lam mo darating din yung time na mararamdaman mo na mamahalin ka din..hindi lang ikaw yung nagmamahal kaso sana pagdumating yung time na may magmamahal na sayo ng totoo,, sana hindi ka pa manhind nun.sana marunong ka pa rin magmahal that time and sana maramdaman mo rin na minamahal ka na din pala nya..
bwisit kasi na love yan eh..bakit naimbento pa eh nawawala rin naman pala ng parang bula..lam mo yun..im so naive tlaga bkit kailangan ko pang maniwala sa love eh hindi namn ata nag eexist yun eh.pero ano magagawa ko nararamdaman ko na may pagmamahal ako sa isang tao pero hindi ko naman maramdaman na mahal nya ako..siguro dahil wala nga tlaga syang pagmamahal..hay nako.whatever!!! bhala na si batman bsta kung may magmamahal e d mahalin nyo ko i need love eh..pero pagmanhid na me sorry na nlang po..mamahalin ko nlang anino ko.hehe,..adiky na ito.malala na.love ur self sheilla..u deserve it.ok?
June 17th, 2005 at 6:17 am
Hi!…
Phew! Haven’t logged on for quite a long time. Somehow, someone has been using and browsing thru my account I can’t accessed it my own. Fortunately, I got some help. Then, WOLA! it’s back!…
Anyways, my reason for writing this is to comment on your blog. Oh well, I understand how you feel. Call it the “LOVEBUG!” And lovebugs HURTS! Am I right? or am I RIGHT?! LOL!…
Medyo nahilo lang me sa pagiintindi ng words kasi sa wordings mo. Parang I was reading a cellphone text kc…
LOL!
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June 18th, 2005 at 1:03 am
Comment k Po sa Comment ni SheiLLa hehehe =P
I believe a lot of people love u, just look around u and give these people the chance to know more about u and a chance to love u…..
Wait lang kaw…. be patient…. darating din yan time na yan…. Pag di man dumating yan time na yan… darating din ang right person who would love you as how you would have wanted them to love you. Wag kaw mawawalan ng pakiramdam h…. Sabi nga nila to feel hurt (or whatever feeling) you may feel makes you more feel that you’re really alive… and ayoko na one day dumating sa point ng life you na you feel you’re not alive anymore oki?
I know I may never be a big help to you, I may never let you feel that feeling you have felt for that person to anyone else except for that person. but i always want you to know… that i’m always here for you… everytime you need any help… oki?
You take care of yourself!!! and study Hard!!! =P